Thursday, November 17, 2011

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No, we do not! What I have to say is never going to be censored, not by you *pointing* or you *pointing* and ESPECIALLY not YOU *flip birds*! I speak about my life and what's happening in it and I speak only the truth. I do not care WHO it offends! If you are clean you have nothing to fear. I can account for and be accountable for all I say here. Its nothing I wouldn't say if faced with a person or situation. I have one life and we are here for  short period of time, so I will say what the fuck I feel where I can freely. Here, I am not censored and won't be censored! 
If you don't want to end up having my opinion voiced about you when you so freely treat me how you want to WHENEVER you want to, I suggest you #haveaseatbitch until you can do right by me!
If you don't want me to have ANYTHING to say to you, please don't make excuses for fucked up behavior and expect me to sit idly by because I won't do it. You enable the bullshit and it keeps perpetuating itself. A leopard NEVER changes it spots! Remember that when I say, "I TOLD YOU SO!" 

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Please,sometimes, just SHUT THE FUCK UP!

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     You ever have a conversation with someone about the things about yourself you want to change ONLY to have that SAME person turn around and either a) use that against you b) point out that flaw at a totally unrelated time or c) act like THEY came up with your laundry list of things you would like to change like its a stunning fucking revelation? That shit pisses me the FUCK off! For starters, its a HUGE betrayal; you are taking information someone LIKELY told you in confidence and using it as ammunition against them! Who the FUCK are you to do something so fucked up? I have cut people loose in my life for less and have cut people out of my life for this very fucking thing!
     Raise your hand if you think that a person DOESN'T know their flaws? Anyone? Anybody? I didn't think so! People know what's wrong with them and if they actually SHARE that with you, you don't have the right to take a knife and plunge it into their backs as soon as its turned! That makes you WORSE than them by a long shot!
      This is why I trust VERY FEW PEOPLE...this is EXACTLY why I can count on ONE HAND who I trust in this world. That's pretty sad considering...I will continue to work on the things I know I need to change while others walk around acting as if going to church, or being calmer than others or their "moral fibers" make them privileged to look down upon others. At the end of the fucking day, I am on this earth for me and me alone! Anyone thinking other wise...well you can suck it easy!



Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Transcripts in Truth

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I am not one for drama, much less public drama but sometimes you

just GOTTA get on people's level when they don't understand

anything except ignorance.

Let me just explain how all this ignorance jumped off.

At this point in my life, I have low tolerance for fuckery and bullshit.

So, I am opting to ignore things and people, my baby daddy included, because

I have sicknesses in my family and with myself, I work and I am a single

mother. I have a LOT on my plate and I jus cannot devoe energy to

foolishness.

I have aYoutube Vlog and I am VERY expressive on it. I WILL, DO,

and HAVE talked

about the ratchet ass Negro that is my baby daddy. However, I don't

center my

vids around him. He is not the center of my life, never has been and

never will

be so why would I devote my vlogs to him? You can see for yourself.

Here is my channel link: http://www.youtube.com/user/MiamiBBWDyme

Well, he saw them, which I don't give two fucks, that he did just for

the record and the truth hurt! He is ANGRY! He lashed out on my

Facebook wall, which I deleted. When I went to go to his page to

message him to speak to me privately, I was greeted with this:

My Ratchet Ass Baby Daddy (He's far from a father so he is not MY

daughter's father! He gets the ghetto hood title that all deadbeats like

him deserve!:

HOW I REALLY FEEL IS FUCK MY BABY MAM SHE WONT LET ME SEE MY

DAMN BABY WHY CUZ I DONT WANT HER ASS WTF GET REAL AND

CHILD SUPPORT YOU THINK SOME FUCKING GOVERMENT MOTHA

FUCKERS GONE FORCE ME TO

DO SOME SHIT HELL NO I DONT NEED NO ONE TO FORCE ME TO BE A

DAMN MAN TYPICAL SHIT WITH BITTER BITCHES I WANNA SEE AND

BE AROUND MY DAUGHTER NOT YOU DAMN I THOUGHT OLDERS

BITCHES SUPPOSE TO BE MORE MATURE AINT YOU 38 OR SOME SHIT


You like this. (I liked the status cuz I was about to go IN!)
Anonymus: Lol wow, well atleast if you do pay child support you have a right

to see your baby she can not deny you that right unless it is established

in court that you have a no visitation order. just go to court and get your

rights boo j/s
4 hours ago · Like · 1 person
Anonymus Ass Thirsty Broad: get wit a real bitch like me....u remember them

dorm days...lol but on some g shit take her ass to court....bump that extra.....

Yours Truly: YOU ARE A FUCKING BLACK ASS LIE! I HAVE NEVER EVER

DENIED YOU A RIGHT TO SEE MY CHILD! YOU HAVENT' CALLED TO EVEN

SEE IF THIS CHILD IS BREATHING, SHE IS 2 AND YOU DID SOME THING

FOR HER ONCE IN 24 MONTHS, YOU LIED AND SAID YOU WERE MARRIED

AND YOU WERE GONNA COME GET HER AND NEVER DID, YOU HAVEN'T

CALLED SINCE MARCH BUT SEND BULLSHIT ASS MESSAGES LIKE SHE CAN

READ! SHE HAS DAYCARE BILLS YOU DONVT HELP WITH, FOOD BILLS,

YOU DON'T PAY, WHEN SHE NEEDS CLOTHES, SHOES, PAMPERS, BATH

SOAP, TOYS...I PROVIDE IT ALL! YOU DO NOTHING BUT LIE ABOUT WHAT

YOU ARE GONNA DO, LIE ABOUT WHAT YOU HAVE DONE SO THESE CHICK

WILL BE IMPRESSED, MIOVE AROUND TO AVOID CHILD SUPPORT AND

IGNORE YOUR CHILD LIKE SHE AIN'T SHIT! SO YOU WANNA KNOW HOW I

FEEL ABOUT MY BABY DADDY? FUCK YOU AND THE DICK YOU RODE IN

HERE ON!
3 hours ago · Like · 2 people
Yours Truly: And to anyone wanting to know whats really going on..feel free to

jump in my inbox..its 3 sides to every story...his, hers and the fucking TRUTH

3 hours ago · Like · 1 person
Yours Truly: And stop the lying telling folks I wanna get with you and I want

you around me! Lies, lies, lies! I have not been with you since December of

2008 and damn sure have zero interest in you. So don't front ike its more than

wtf it is!!!
A REAL Man: Dayumm....man up Ryan. #notcool
2 hours ago · Like · 2 people
A Clueless Cosigner: Wow cuz just file for jointly then you can see ur daughter
2 hours ago · Like
Yours Truly: He has had 2 years to file for joint custody. How can you file for a

child when you NEVER SEEN HER? I haven't moved and my home number is

the same.
52 minutes ago · Like · 1 person
Yours Truly: And I didn't just run and tell the government to put his ass on

shit..lie number 8523! I gave him ample time to show he was gonna do for her

and in 2 years he hasn't! The paternity test has been taken...99.98 if I am not

mistaken and that was well over a year ago...and what have you done? When

did you EVER come try and see her? Never ever not neverrrrr....I have been

fair....I. have been patient and I have been nice! All I get is this same

ignorance from you time and again. But at least you are consistent with that!

And my daughter is not being raised to hate you! She is 2! She doesn't know

what hate is!

Hell, I don't even hate you...you obviously hate yourself enough for all of

us!

This is your cross to bear! Own up to your shit and stop pointing fingers! Stop

tryna validate yourself thorough women and be a man of your own! And most

of all don't blame me for your constant fuck ups! You are stopping you from

seeing your daughter...not me!
41 minutes ago · Like · 1 person
A Female Who Sees The Light: Well damn Ryan i felt bad for ya like ya baby

mamawas just trippin. no sympothy here brah cause my fuck ass baby actin

stupid too. get ya shit right pimpin and grow up. dont be a statistic where

another man can take care of your kid better than you.
36 minutes ago · Like · 1 person
Yours Truly: Oh I can be a bitch..thats no doubt but if I am provoked. I am not

a bitter sister tryna keep her child from her father because I want him. That is

ignorant and only hurts her and she matters to me more than anyone on this

planet! I don't want Ryan and he doesn't want me. We both moved on ages ago.

That bitter bitch shit he is saying is a huge lie! LIEEEEE!!!
25 minutes ago · Like
After this, he promptly deleted my comments, blocked me from his page and
proceeded to tell these lies:
My Ratchet Ass Baby Daddy (He's far from a father so he is notMY daughter's father! He gets the ghetto hood title that all deadbeats like him deserve!: i hate
that bitch i hate that bitch now i am lying and i am wrong its a damn reason I
AINT SEEN MY BABY YO ASS WONT LET ME AND U WANNA LIE BOUT THE SHIT
AMZING THIS BITCH IS BEFORE GOD CALL ME HOME I HOPE I SEE MY
DAUGHTER AND I CANT CALL U WITH NO NUMBER DUMB ASS YOU HAD MY
NUMBER U STARTED THEM 3AM DUMB PHONE CALLS THAT BITTER BITCHES
MAKE FOR NO REASON REMEMBER .........IN CLOSING I AM DONE WITH THIS
SITUATION AND GOING HAM ON YOUTUBE THANKS KEEP BASHING MY NAME
DUMB ASS!
Another Thirsty Broad TOTALLY Unaware of the TRUTH: Damn that is messed up some females just don't get it.. If you paying child support my

cant you see your kid??? they could fix that mann. fucked up
Nothing this liar says will EVER be able to discredit me! Like...EVER! I will talk
about my struggles as a single mother on ANY forum I damn well please! I can
screenshot phone records to show he doesn't call and I don't EVER call him! He is
not interested in my child unless its to save face for one of his bitches but the
reality is HE DOESN'T LOVE OR GIVE A FUCK ABOUT MY CHILD! I can also
screenshot my empty child support account that show NO payments have ever
been made. I can screenshot receipts to show all the needs my child has are
drafted from MY account! I can prove all I have done to be an excellent mother
financially, mentally, physically, and especially emotionally, but I be he can't
prove anything he has EVER done! I am not sugarcoating shit for ANYONE! Fuck
you if you think otherwise! Until you come and pay a bill here, your words don't
mean a fucking thing to me! And anyone who has an issue with me expressing how
I feel can get the fuck on!